it’s monday morning at 8:35 am. i’ve been up for a little over two hours. it’s hard to explain exactly what happened these past four days. ‘wha happened?’ ….i don’t even understand all of it. it doesn’t make any sense on paper. it just doesn’t seem logical. if you told me the story…..i would say that you are insane. and that it would never work. and that it would be more trouble than it’s worth. and you’d be right…..except that you’re not.
these things happen all of the time in the movies. i’ve seen them. i’ve sat in the theater or in front of my television watching these stories….and thought it was complete bullshit. that it would never happen to anyone. i’ve read books where it’s happened. i’ve written posts about it. in fact…..i remember a post just late last year that was entirely based on this and at the end….i pulled the rug out and said that it was just a daydream. it never happened…..until now.
there’s so much to this story…..and i could fill up pages here talking about it. this story has been going on for three years now. and i never thought it would get to this point….and i never thought it would be this incredible. and this time i got it right. and it’s not anything i have to think about. and it’s not anything i have to worry about. and it’s not something i have to justify to anyone. and it’s not something i’m embarrassed about. and it’s not something i’m going hide. it’s something that i knew the moment i saw her get off the plane. and she knew it too.
The beach was soooo needed. I didnt check my work email or even look at any of the sites i maintain. That, my friends, is what a vacation is all about. I slept late. Ate good food. Took pictures on the boardwalk of the seedy beach folk. It was a good time. I so hated coming back to work yesterday. It was one explative after another. The marketing manager next to my office must have loved me. But leaving at 4pm was a nice treat. (What a nice treat that never ever happens!)
monday. monday. most of my friends were out of town this weekend….but i still had a full weeekend. i thought i was going to be so bored. i thought i would have so much time on my hands…..and i would stare at the clock waiting for it to be today so i’d have somewhere to go. but by the time i went to bed last night…..i was tired and happy to finally rest.
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